Firstly can I apologise to anyone who has opened this page to find it blank for quite a while. i will try to explain. On a couple of occasions I have attempted to conclude the blog only to find myself spilling out my desperate state at the
time and afterwards erasing all evidence of a self full of confusion, exhaustion and desire to feel normal, however normal presents itself. After countless weeks of looking at why I was feeling this way and working out the most proactive way of
dealing with it and discovering my true self once again. Thankfully I am excited to say my awareness of the situation has lead me to the beginning of another journey. Putting together my book.