A different journey

Firstly can I apologise to anyone who has opened this page to find it blank for quite a while.  i will try to explain.  On a couple of occasions I have attempted to conclude the blog only to find myself spilling out my desperate state at the time and afterwards erasing all evidence of a self full of confusion, exhaustion and desire to feel normal,  however normal presents itself.   After countless weeks of looking at why I was feeling this way and working out the most proactive way of dealing with it and discovering my true self once again. Thankfully I am excited to say my awareness of the situation has lead me to the beginning of another  journey.  Putting together my book.